7:32 p.m. - 2006-07-28
Depression
For most of this afternoon, my mood has sucked. I've felt kind of depressed. I feel better than I how I was earlier, but I could still use some feeling better.
I wish my friends would quit leaving me out all tne time and making me feel like I'm the 'last resort' friend. I hate feeling that way.
But, God will pull me through. I know however bad I feel, that's the truth. I just wish I knew in full what God's will about my life is.
Whatever the case may be, I hope I won't feel down much longer. I hate feeling this way.
A week from tomorrow, I'll have had this Diary Land account for five full years. Not only that, it will be five years since I've started blogging at all. It's hard to believe it's been that long. I was 15 years old when I wrote my first entry on here. A lot of water has passed under the bridge since then.
