2:13 a.m. - 2005-08-07
I Can't Believe I Was So Blind Back Then
You all know what's sad about before I graduated from high school back in May 2004?
Shortly before I did, I found out accidentally that one of my friends who was a year younger than I am (she was a junior when I was a senior) loved me as more than a friend.
Unfortunately, I never got to see much of her at that point in the year and never got to ask my friend about it.
Doesn't it seem almost like a bad ending to a romance novel?
Four years I wrote in this saying how I wished I had someone who loved me like that, and then right before I graduated, I accidentally find out one of my friends was in love with me but it was too late to do anything about it.
It's something, after I found out, a lot of things I had always wondered since I met her when I was a junior and she was a sophomore started making sense.
Like why she always turned red when I looked at her, why she seemed to get so upset and mad at me when she thought I was ignoring her, why she was always asking was I graduating that year of the year we met, and so forth.
But hey, I remembered the other day she lives really not that far away from me. And the other day, another friend of mine from her class (they graduated this previous May) who is also a friend of hers added me to her friend list not too long ago on The Face Book.com
We were writing each other a few days ago on there and asked her if she and Anna (the girl who was in love with me) were still friends and she said they are.
Then I told her that she and Anna should drop by (after all, they live very close to me as I remember) my house and hang out with me. She said they would.
I don't know how things will work out, but one can always hope.
